wow.. time flies, really fast. i enjoyed myself very much today. Adeline, Michelle, Nadia, Swee San, Wei Tian, Yue Zhi, SHARON, Zhi Yuan, Darren, Bryan, Wai Ka and Me of cos went to Hans to enjoy our breakfast after we saw how pathetic the breakfast buffet at Delifrance was. Anyway, just as i was biting my toast, "happy birthday to you!''... wah totally stunned. when i most unglam they prepared a birthday cake for me cos my birthday is on 19th nov (the next day). i was REALLY REALLY really really touched. it was definitely a pleasant surprise!! :D::D:D:D thanks so much for the cake and everything and thanks Nadia and Swee San for the cute slices of cake u gave me. and sorry for pulling u to play pool with us after that.. i din noe u all really hated pool that much. i only wanted u all to try.. at least wei tian is also learning now.. lol sorry!! this was the best birthday i ever had.. seriously!! thanks!! :D::D:D:D:D:D:D::D:D::D:D:D::D:D::D:D

yo!

i dunno y dis post become blank one... so here it goes..

PPL!! anyone wanna mke t shirt, cap, jersey, mug blah blah blah.. find me okie... i gt good lobang... lolx

hey... as most of u noe, me and eric leaving for thailand tmr. so well, since he not online now, i'll help him and myself wish u all happy birthdays to all hu's bdays r comin, and BON VOYAGE to all hu's goin overseas dis holiday: weishun, bryan, weitian(i heard so), patrick(goin back to indonesia), yuezhi (goin for odac trip) and the rest of u hu's not mentioned as well. i tink desiree oso rite? she goin to europe. yea! so gd luck and enjoy ur trips!

look 4ward to seeing u ppl at the class chalet!

Let us have a moment of silence... and pray for their safe journey...

Now, as the time of departure nears, let us wish the two young brave, kind, helpful souls known as Eric Tan Jia Hao and Eugene Kheng Wei Long, who are leaving their warm, cozzy and familiar home known as Singapore on this Thursday, 17th November, to travel to Kaolak, Thailand to help those less fortunate, those who are caught within the onslaught of the tsunami that occured almost a year ago (in a magnificent project known to us as Overseas Community Involvement Programme), a heartfelt Bon Voyage.



Wish they do not catch avian flu from Thailand and bring it back to Singapore. :P



Just kidding.



Remember to get us some sovernirs!! :D



Just kidding again.



Come back in one piece for the chalet, okay? LOL.

Jus finish reading the novel dat I borrowed frm the library today..

Nice book.. it depicts the relationship between me and him.. maybe the author actually spy on us?

My face was wet most of the time... maybe raining in my room?

Jus becuz of one betrayal, I have lost faith and trust in him.. maybe its like wad its written, we r not mature enough to handle a relationship..

Maybe we'll be alright after some time.. maybe onli after some separation.. I dunno.. dun wish no tink bout it..

He's the sweetest guy ever.. serious..

Maybe we can onli mke do wif wad we hav now and not lose anymore..

No comment pls.. it’ll onli mke u puke blood and feel helpless..

The fact is u all r not helpless at all..
it's I'm hopeless...

If he ever gonna see this entry(veri unlikely unless the spy in our class tell him... u noe hu u r), I wanna let him noe dat

"I nv regret loving u"

o yea, our dear physics cher ms eleanor chia is alreadi a member of dis blog. so muz bcareful of wad u all say ar.. bwahahahaha... no la. regard her as a peer, a fren dan as a discipline mistress hu catches u notti guys lik BRRRRYYYAAAANNN for not putting on collar pin. =P

hey 01ers! (read as O-one-ners, sounds lik o-wannas)

guess dis blog is dying down, and i hope it doesnt! so now mr blogmaster's here to give a little encouragement to all of ya out there!

its alrite to b bz wif the OP and i&r, and hence dis blog's bcum dull and dry, but let tt b onli MOMENTARILY! lets all get back and start posting again aft it k? lets voice it all out! can discuss everything under the sun here! yea! voice ur feelings... for those of u wif more guts, can even make confessions her to gals etc etc. hiak hiak hiak hiak...

ok. anyways, OP's 1 or 2 days away for us, so juz wanna giv u all a boost of morale! JIAYOU! best if everyone can do tings they'd love to do, make urself happy, tt way, u'll brim wif confidence on the OP day. yea~ look radiant, well prepared and the "torment" will actually b a pleasant bitter-sweet experience. for those of u lacking confidence, nvm... juz noe tt all of 01 is behind u, pushing u all the way. not enuf? i'm behind u to push u all the way!

okie. shl end here. gettin weary eyes... tata~

This is the 3rd time I type this blog...
I HATE MY COM! STOP CRUSHING!

While I was on my way home, I saw this guy chewing fishbal... remind me of something...
Nono... not someone choked while eating the fishball...
This’ll be a pretty long blog... so, wanna hear???
Heck u... I wanna say...


29th May 2005


*whenever there a food fair, my parents and I’ll nv miss it... and u can always find dis stall selling fish products... Big tasty fresh fishballs, both cooked and uncooked... daddy loves it*

well, some of u may noe dat daddy was veri ill… the doc discharged him as his condition was pretty stable... “stable”... but, he was not allowed to leave the hse, except to the hospital for check up... so, instead of being jailed in the hospital, he was being jailed at home...

well... expo was having food fair again... daddy knew I was going out on this faithful day... so he asked me his I could mke a trip to expo and get him some fishball... of coz I agreed... how could I reject him...

left to meet dada at 10.30am... went out and onli arrived expo at 9plus pm... was shopping and eating wif da... okie... entered expo... searching high and low for that fishball stall... couldn’t find it... but da managed to find it in the end...

“ni hai you mai yu yuan ma? Na zong yi tong de...” i asked

“mai wan le,” the stall-holder replied.

-_-“ and guess wad, when I walked to the other end of the stall(it takes up the space of 3 normal stall), I saw buckets of fishball in a pool of ice...abash...

of coz in the end, I bought one bucket...

reach home at bout 11... daddy was aslp... but mum told me daddy cried earlier... y??? cuz he thot I forget to but that fishball...

daddy nv cried b4 b4 the operation... he was a tough guy... both mentally and physically... but his illness mkes him weak both mentally and physically... yet, he’s still a loving family man...

it mke me feel extrememly guilty... b4 he was discharged, I didn’t visit him everyday as I need to work in kumon... traveling after sch to work as well as SGH wore me out... totally...but I noe I still mke an effort to visit him as often as possible... but after that vamp interferes wif my life, my energy exhaust at a faster rate... I didn’t mke an effort to rush down to spend time wif him anymore...

when he was discharged, I didn’t mke an effort to stay home accompany him as much as possible...

worst still, when he was readmitted to hosp, I didn’t mke an effort to go down everyday and even I do, I didn’t mke an effort to go down b4 dinner time so as to feed him(he was too weak to even hold the spoon)

3 weeks later, on his birthday, he was gone... every single family member was ard b4 he left everyone of us...

I actuallie did mke an effort to arrive b4 5, the normal visiting hr... but on my way mum asked me go home and pray as she forgot(earlier at bout 2 dad was admitted into icu again) I took the stupid 12 which was stuck in the stupid traffic jam, making me arrived onli at 7pm...
B4 I reach, his condition became critical... mum rushed to jurong to look for the priest to pray for dad...

Of coz, I was reprimanded by everyone for being so late... (no one listen to my explanation)
When I entered the icu, he was relying on the machine to breathe.... he was struggling... he was trying to force himself to open his eyes when he noe I arrived...

my aunt and uncle was praying, chanting for him...

all I can say is,” daddy, wake up... “

the doc mke us call mum back...

but jus when mum arrived, the doc mke everyone leave the room... so in the end, mum didn’t get to see him for the last time...

I prayed to god,” dun take him away… he did so much for everyone of us and I haven even repay him…”

soon, his lung failed, rely totally on the machine to breathe... cpr was no use... I broke down... cuz I knew it was over…

the doctors gav up saving him...

his heart finally stop at 8.08pm...

everyone, even my aunt hu jus gt back frm texas, was there...

everyone cried

my godma said daddy was brave... he waited for everyone b4 he leaves...

yes... daddy u r brave... u sacrifice for the whole family... u r the one hu gav up ur edu and worked to support aunts and little uncle edu... u r the one hu risk ur life working at offshore island so as to giv me a better life...

and u left b4 we could repay u....

I was forced to pick up myself immediately for the preparation of the funeral... mum was too lost and devastated to do anything...

Plus, instead of being choked by fishball, the hosp bill choked up to $50,000(phew, luckily there subsidies and could be deducted from medisave)

For those hu helped me out for the funeral (namely my uncles and aunts), thank you...

For those hu came for the funeral, I thank you too...

Ppl... cherish everyone ard u... u’ll nv realise how impt they might be to u... knowing it after losing them’ll be too late ya?

Ps: tian, thanks for sharing ur story wif me too to comfort me.... thanks for crying wif me too(recall the call at void deck & mac)

Well... wanna noe more bout wad happened, u can go my blog if u happened to noe it ever exist... but, I dun blog anymore after daddy passed away…cuz I dun wan that vamp to see...

And sHhHHh~

It’ll be Jus between us rite?

HEY PPL! Blog more ya!!!

05s01 rOx!